A friend once told me to live every day as if it was the first. Discover what has to be discovered, live what has to be lived, say what has to be said. Don't look back, look forward. Don't regret the past, forgive it. Don't be held back, because you know you won't have the chance to do it again. Life is short, but I guess you all herd that one already. Don't worry about the future, because once present becomes past, it'll be gone forever. Don't just sit there, wondering what life could have been, you're the one making it. If changes have to be done, make them happen. If friendships have to be saved, it's never too late.
Just don't look back, never look back.

At this point, I'm not sure who Lily is anymore. Not sure who she is, who she'll become, where she'll go. To be honest, I don't really know where to go from here. I don't really know how to feel, who to help without making things worst. Who to turn to, how to not give up on life, or on them. I don't ant to let go, to forget, to forgive. I just wanna live, dream, care for the ones that need caring.I guess I'm just a little worried. Please stay strong. Do me a favor and smile at life, even when it gives you every reason not to.

We have a case here. Several cases actually. I case, you case, he cases. We'll get to that later. Sometimes you just have to avoid these kind of things to let the sunshine through don't you? Yes you do. But you wouldn't go very far by avoiding it would you? No you wouldn't. Take a blind man and make him cross a forest he'll fall in the traps, won't he? So let's face it. Friends are everywhere but here. People aren't human anymore. Home is only sweet miles away and life is confusing, but it's only life, right? Right. Faced. Didn't they used to tell us that the grass is greener on the other side? Right they were, at some point or another. They also used to say "you'll understand when you're older". I understand, but I don't want to anymore. Why do we look for a way out when we used to walk through it? Why are we wishing for Pan to come save us when we were so impressed by how tall that man at the counter was? How come we don't find toy shop's as big as we used to? I miss believing in fairy tales and being pulled up on shoulders to have a better view. I miss the unconscious side we used to have as kids that made us walk in life without fear. But whether we like it or not, time stops for no one. Therefor, C. S. Lewis lied. Enough with the past. The present is excused and the future will proceed. Some of you may like to see in the present what they will see in the future. On the other hand, others will find their way on the road. Most continue without knowing, taking what they will get. I don't know where I fit yet. For the record, I'm a quite happy person. I just have a strange imagination and an urge for questions, that's all. Some would say I'm lonely, but I'm not, I'm surrounded by people I love. Even if they are far, they are close at heart. Some would also say I'm undecided, think again, I'm just lost, on this strange road called life.