At this point, I'm not sure who Lily is anymore. Not sure who she is, who she'll become, where she'll go. To be honest, I don't really know where to go from here. I don't really know how to feel, who to help without making things worst. Who to turn to, how to not give up on life, or on them. I don't ant to let go, to forget, to forgive. I just wanna live, dream, care for the ones that need caring.I guess I'm just a little worried. Please stay strong. Do me a favor and smile at life, even when it gives you every reason not to.