"And poof, it just all went away, like the sun on a cloudy day"

"And poof, it just all went away, like the sun on a cloudy day"
I was thinking about something today. Did it ever happened to you, this feeling of being left out, of replacement, when a new kid comes in town and just kicks you out of the picture? She came, took over my spot and now it's like I'm not there anymore. I don't know what to do. It seems I never know what to do. I've experienced that feeling several times, but I keep on thinking: Did I ever do that when I was the "new kid"? I mean, I've been the new one for so many times that I didn't notice it until now. Weird. I'm still scared of moving again, but you know what, life is just a big piece of crap, so might as well deal with it! Remember what I told you before, giving up isn't gonna make anything better, you gotta keep your chin up even if life wants you to be depressed. Being depressed isn't gonna change anything, its just gonna make you more and more sad until you commit suiside (ok, maby I'm exaggerating just a little bit). Fuck that, change is coming to fast.

"Ta peur, tu veu un carembare?" -Louise

PS: The little girl on th picture reminds me of Ruthie from "7th heaven". I know I'm random, butt y'all sould have noticed that by now.

# Posté le mardi 23 octobre 2007 06:04

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:16

"You're my everything, but what am I?"

"You're my everything, but what am I?"
Don't you find it unjust when you care so much for a person, but then he doesn't even know you? That is the saddest feeling in the world. For example, you are a huge fan of a superstar, but then, that person doesn't even know you. When you actually think about it, it leaves you with this hole inside your heart. No matter how hard you try, you can't get them to notice you, because you're not the only one finding your way through the crowd to get to the right spot . I say you should follow your own dreams instead of stealing others. Remember that saying we learnt when we were just kids: "A dream is a wish your heart makes"? Any memories? You will never learn something new if you don't try. You will never move on if you stay stuck on one level. Impossible is a nonexistent word. Everything is possible if you try hard enough. So toughen up, get out there and make them proud!
I wish my articles could make sense...

"It's alright to live your dreams, as long as you don't dream your life."

I'm just a dreamer with the wildest imagination anyone has ever seen.....

# Posté le jeudi 18 octobre 2007 03:34

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:16

It's about determination, self-respect and confidence.

It's about determination, self-respect and confidence.
The key to succes is determination. If you don't believe in yourself, then you won't accomplish anything. Little by little, one walks far. It takes time, but it's all worth it in the end. You've got to get up every morning with determination if you're going to go to bed with satisfaction. Keep your hopes up, don't let others bring you down. It's not worth it. Don't let anyone talk you out of what you want, life is too short for that. Just remember this:
-A big shot is a little shot that kept shooting.
-No dreamer is ever too small; no dream is ever too big.
-To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe.
-Failure is only the opportunity to begin again, this time more wisely.
-Great changes may not happen right away, but with effort even the difficult may become easy.
-If the going is real easy, beware, you may be headed down hill.
-The toughest part of getting to the top of the ladder, is getting through the crowd at the bottom.
-Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goals.
-Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail

Never, never, never give up.

I know what I want to be, and I'm not going to let anything get in my way.

I hope I've made my point. <3
Another pointless article...

# Posté le vendredi 12 octobre 2007 06:17

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:16

Love all, trust a few." -William Shakespeare

Love all, trust a few." -William Shakespeare
People say trust
is one of the most valuable things to have in a relationship, friendship or love. Trust is the primary ingredient
in any relationship.
It hurts me to know that I trust him with all my heart but he doesn't give a shit. Why do guys have to be like that? At least some of them. I don't understand, they won't talk. I don't even know what I was thinking, telling him all of this. He said I was "negative". He doesn't know what's going on. I'm away from the one I love, the one I trust and the ones I miss. My family is doing stuff without me, one of them is dying back there, and he sais I'm negative? How can he judge without knowing what's going on...Enough said. I'm lost, confused and hopeless. But at the same time I'm happy and exited. I don't think that makes sense.
Did you know that Bush one said "There's a huge trust. I see it all the time when people come up to me and say, 'I don't want you to let me down again.'"

I think I'm confusing fantasy with reality.

*sigh*Men*sigh*

(Puts a smile on my face)

# Posté le dimanche 07 octobre 2007 07:05

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:16

How much does a blow kiss mean? A meaningless article.

How much does a blow kiss mean? A meaningless article.
Did you ever get to that point in your life where you don't understand the actions you make? Somehow, that happened today. It was a mistake. A big one. I don't know if he even saw it. But still, it was a mistake. I wish I could take it back. Don't you, sometimes? I think it's best if actions had meanings, otherwise, you get confused and all. I don't like that. I don't think anybody does. How come it has to be like that anyway? I guess it's just life, again, that wants it to be like that. It stays...undiscovered.
Blow me a kiss and it'll all be better again.

Kid's in love is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen <3


# Posté le mercredi 03 octobre 2007 09:05

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:14