I was thinking about something today. Did it ever happened to you, this feeling of being left out, of replacement, when a new kid comes in town and just kicks you out of the picture? She came, took over my spot and now it's like I'm not there anymore. I don't know what to do. It seems I never know what to do. I've experienced that feeling several times, but I keep on thinking: Did I ever do that when I was the "new kid"? I mean, I've been the new one for so many times that I didn't notice it until now. Weird. I'm still scared of moving again, but you know what, life is just a big piece of crap, so might as well deal with it! Remember what I told you before, giving up isn't gonna make anything better, you gotta keep your chin up even if life wants you to be depressed. Being depressed isn't gonna change anything, its just gonna make you more and more sad until you commit suiside (ok, maby I'm exaggerating just a little bit). Fuck that, change is coming to fast.
"Ta peur, tu veu un carembare?" -Louise
PS: The little girl on th picture reminds me of Ruthie from "7th heaven". I know I'm random, butt y'all sould have noticed that by now.