Can friends be forever?.

Can friends be forever?.
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# Posté le mercredi 26 septembre 2007 03:24

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:15

Back in the pool once more

Back in the pool once more
PS: Like all my articles, this one is really random too^^

YAAAAY!!! I started swimming again so that cheered me up! I'm gonna re start soccer next week if all goes well. It was pretty weird getting back in that pool, i felt like I couldn't swim anymore after one month without training! It's different here, I preferred training in France this summer with my long time coach and my two best friends...

I still don't know what to do about my best friend. Don't know if I should tell him or not. For now, I'll just ignore him until I know what to do.
My skyblog friend Sahara finally figured out how to get internet back on her PC, so that's good, I was starting to miss her messages. And my other skyblog friend Emy and I are making a new blog! It's really fun having a blog with her! She's the wise one! Hehe!

This moving stuff is starting to freak me out. My mom is starting to tell me it's getting more and more sure for Christmas and I REALLY don't want to leave. I don't even remember how I took the situation five years ago when we left Malawi. And its stressing because my dad won't tell me where we're off to.

And I don't even know why I'm spending my time witting this article because I have a test tomorrow and I don't understand the hell of a thing about the lesson! What's the point of school if you ain't studying what you wanna do later? What a stupid question, don't answer that one.

Differences of habit and language are nothing at all if our aims are identical and our hearts are open. -AD

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# Posté le lundi 24 septembre 2007 08:42

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Jealousy is not a crime, it's an envy

Jealousy is not a crime, it's an envy
Jealousy is a feeling I'll never be able to explain, along with love. I'm jealous of a girl because she has a "special" friendship with a boy I care alot about. He's one of my best friends and I don't want to loose him. It seems that I care about him more than he cares about me and that hurts me in a way. I don't want to tell him because I'm scared of his reaction. Will he tell his friends? Will he make fun of me? I know that friends come and go, but he's one of those people I want to hold on to. I don't know what to do anymore. He's left me in a situation where I feel pretty stupid. I think he's gonna let me rot in my corner. Me and a good friend have come to the conclusion that he likes that girl and is trying to be friends with everybody she cares about, ad since I'm already on his side, he considers already done. This subject is bringing me down. End of subject.

Something else is on my mind. I'm worrying about the future. Is moving all the time going to affect my studies? We'll see. I don't know what I want to do yet anyways. There's so many to choose from. I don't like moving all the time. It starts getting on your nerves. I want to leave this school with dignity. I want people to remember me, because I'll remember them. I don't want to leave fights behind, only good memories.

Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike. -AD



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# Posté le vendredi 21 septembre 2007 09:06

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:15

Quotes that make you think twice

Quotes that make you think twice
Bernadette, my little baby baboon, told me that she thought of me when she read this quote:"Should I smile because we are friends or should I cry because we will never be more?" She was right, because this quote is exactly what I am feeling right now. I'm in a phase which I like to call confusion. I don't know where I'm heading to anymore, I just run without knowing where I'll end. But I think that's how life is suppose to be don't you? You shouldn't plan out all you're gonna do in life yet you know? Leave a bit of suspense, danger, adventure. If you decide everything now, it's like doing a puzzle while looking at the box.

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment who will you be? Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected? Will you reach out? Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith? Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?", at least thats what Lucas said in one tree hill. And I think he's right.

I'm going to miss Harry Potter books. My two favorite sayings of the last book were spoken by Molly Weasley: "Not my daughter you bitch!", when Bellatrix Lestrange almost killed Ginny. The other one was said by Harry, when Ron and Hermione were kissing: "Oi! There's a war going on here!". They bring a smile on my face when I read them. I re read the nineteen years later chapter so many times already.
Délirs du jour:
-Janine, why is there a pic of a mouse vampire bleeding in your blog?
-Janine is gonna name her baby Daniel Harry James Dumbeldore!
-Paul farted in science class! He's the cause of global warming
-I washed my hands with tree water today!


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# Posté le mercredi 19 septembre 2007 03:06

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:15

On my mind

On my mind
I don't get kid's who try to act mature. I mean, childhood isn't eternal. You should act like a kid if your a kid, you shouldn't let the world of adults hold you back, because life is too short for that. Pète un cable! Because when your a grown up, you'll look pretty stupid doing it. You'll regret all the times you could have acted crazy. I don't know if a lot of people think of it like that, but at least thats what I do.

I still don't know if I should tell my friend if I'm mad at him. But maybe it's for the best.

I have PE tomorrow, it's my favorite hour of the week, the one I feel relaxed in. My knee is getting better, I'm planning on starting swimming and soccer again. I missed sports alot.

My mom called up my grand mother yesterday, she has Alzheimer's. I won't say more because that's too personal. But I feel bad because I was almost laughing when I spoke to her on the phone. But wen I thought of it, it left me a bitter feeling. She was screaming at my mom, but she didn't remember why. I wish she could heal too, just like my knee. But thats impossible. When I was small, my mom told me that impossible wasn't a word, but it is.

Today, I learned why bananas were curved and why apples were round. Fascinating experience.
I noticed that carambar jokes were pathetic.

♪The Rocket Summer♪ Each time I listen to that band, I'm going to think of Janine :)

(Staying tough)

Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. -AD
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# Posté le lundi 17 septembre 2007 07:09

Modifié le vendredi 05 septembre 2008 01:14