Wally Linsenshine

I'm scared to lose my friends if I leave. I don't want them to forget me. I don't want to forget them. There too important to me. I don't want to get into fights anymore, it just seems childish now. It's a waste of time. Maybe I don't mean as much to people's eyes as they do to me. But that's life. Not everyone can love you. You can't love everyone.

I have distracting questions in my head. What's the name of the cereal that has a bear on it? Maybe that cereal doesn't even exist, maybe it was in a dream. What's the difference between a grapefruit ad a pomelo? They look alike, so I get confused. Why does the laughing cow laugh?Louise explained it to me once but I didn't understand her explanation. I sit next to Louise in class this year. It's fun. We say random things in history class. And my elbow keeps on cracking when I raise my hand. I'm gonna miss her too, I don't think I'll have a seat mate as good as her where I go. She's my baby hipo.

When I was three, my dream was to be a princess. No, better, a fairy princess. But that didn't work out so well because I learned that your mommy has to be a queen to be a princess. When I was four, I used to pretend that I had the family of the sunflower fairies in my backyard. When I was five, i used to play a game called: The silver panther. I used to play it all the time with my best friend. The rules were that we had ten lives, and that each time we touched silver stuff, we lost a life.But hey, i was small ok? When I was six, I buried a a huge tree branch, that had fallen of with a storm, with flowers from the garden. There were no more flowers in the garden after that. When I was seven, I played the power puff girls, and people called me bubbles.When I was eight, I cried because I thought that I had the cooties. When I was nine, me and my best friend made a huge tent ,out of all the sheets and towels her family owned, in her garden, it was pretty big, we made a camp fire in the middle of the tent and almost burned the roof. When I was ten, I kicked a boy in the balls for the first time because he was throwing rocks at the kindergartens. When I was eleven, I fell asleep on the toilet (I woke up in the middle of the night to go pee and never went back to bed). When I was twelve, I got a dog and named it Bamboo and when I was thirteen, I was in the middle of a friend fight and didn't dare to choose a side.

When I was fourteen, I stuck a fork in an orange and said it was the sun.

Today was....a pretty normal day. Nothing great happend. I still didn't talk to HIM (let's just call him X for now ok?) because I'm too shy and I hate that fact. We took more crazy pictures with coco jazz, sunshine and study girl.

I didn't talk to my brother from an other mother today =( I miss him....He changed alot over the summer.

I'm in the mood for a lemon

Tomorrow's Friday, I won't be able to see X until Monday.
I wish my stupid knee would heal. I miss soccer. And swimming. And any other sports.

I want people to stop judging before knowing.

Well, I'm suppose to be the dolphin, but whales are good swimmers too right? So let's just say this is me for now^^

Swimming is my passion, this summer, I swam almost everyday, and if it was raining, I STILL went to the swimming pool to play cards with my two best buds and the life guards...

Yeah...this summer was very rainy....We were freakn cold in every competition, we were 12 under one umbrella when it rained...Pas pratique!

And it don't get french because when it was hot, they complained! Well...I have to say I was use to the hot weather, but still!

Nothing is the same anymore, things have changed, people have changed. I HATE change.

It's time to move on, and I'm on that road, just gotta give me some time.

This year, I'm gonna straighten things out. Gonna make things better for me. I want people to trust me like they did before.

BUT DON'T GET ME WRONG!
I love life; So what?

I live in the present, not the past. At least thats what I like to tell myself.